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sarah "There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment." "It's just that...I just think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It's the universe's way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. It's how life is." The Truth About Forever Fifteen, Going on Sixteen Singapore, Loyang Dunman High School'12 Dunman High Choir Class 1E'07, 2E'08, 3E'09 B'day: 21st January sarah94yanpin@hotmail.com bolditalicunderline~~strikeout~~	music Music Playlist at MixPod.com	tagboard MEOW-AWAY!

Pray

Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 5:07 AM

I need so much of your prayers now because I suddenly come to understand the importance of faith and it's going to bring me and pull me through with it from this occurrence till the day i die.

anyway, a few pointers : >

1. candy jiejie's dog kim kim is limping now and that's so sad.

2. went to supercuts to do soft-straightening and now my hair is definitely neater :)

3. work hard starting now.

4. want to forget about incidents that happened when i wasn't even half-awake :(

5. got nice themes for my chrome!

sarah, don't think so much into it.

god, please ... help me.

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dear:

Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 4:13 AM

dear God,

thank you for listening to my prayers and helping me feel better already.

dear mum,

thank you for treating me nicely and letting me learn to appreciate.

dear dad,

thank you for cracking all the lovely jokes and taking great care of me.

dear bro,

thank you for being a joy to my life and helping me curb so many things.

dear godparents,

thank you for never failing to bring out the life in me and believing in me.

dear friends,

thank you for letting me know what's normal and tell me if i'm abnormal.

dear extended families,

thank you for just being there!

dear cousins,

thank you for being so much fun and making so many pleasurable memories with me.

dear kscube,

thank you for your support and strength, and your undying friendship.

dear you,

thank you for being there for me all the time, to go through everything with me together, and for really, everything, everything.

dear me,

don't let anybody down, and love and appreciate everybody, and listen to them, do not judge them.

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Love leaves a memory nobody can steal (:

@ 3:03 AM

God. I feel so weak now. It's either I'm sick or .. I'm not going to think anymore. Yingliang came over this morning to do homework and ask my mum math, then we went for lunch and he and bro went to Table Tennis. Then with my godparents & mother, we went to fetch them after table tennis to Ikea and we had cold prawns :D It's the best dish there.

Shall start on my L.A. research soon. I'm planning to do question 3 but have no idea how to start a good essay, not to mention, I've not even started on research!

Going to do my hair @ compasspoint tomorrow. and out to Queensway with Yingliang on Friday (um to buy matching shoes - NEW BALANCE :D) And yes, I'd keep a look out on Good Bags.

I'm still feeling very down, it's like i'm depressed because of some complications. Well, don't ask. Because the thought of it just hurts so pretty much. In this entire world, there's only one other who's feeling the exact same way as i am. Worry.

I'm going to thank the lord for everything now. And I'm so late in thanks. I'm going to be good and try to go church every week like my younger brother, although I've got no idea how. I need god to help me so much now that everything is the way it is.

Through this, whether or not it turns out bad, I'm going to start appreciating every single thing before my eyes, even my finger moving across the keypad typing this now. I'm going to appreciate the fact that I've even got a floor to walk on, and that I've got legs, and I've got a perfect family, with loving parents and a cute nonsensical brother, and yingliang, and all my good friends and associates I have out there, even my enemies. I can breathe. That's the best dream come true. It could've been probably a wish I've got there lingering on before I came to earth even. Why am I even hoping to have wings now?! I must appreciate. Life's good as it now is, and god help me, please don't let that change, Amen. Rachel, is the 5th Sunday coming up?

Now I've got 2 sets of math and a few questions idk how to do from the previous 4 sets left incomplete. And my entire Chinese novel unread. Can you believe?

I'm so behind the schedule. Whatever, homework is now at the back of my mind. If I can solve the problem in front of me, homework would be a dash.

Bless me god.

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Dying Already.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ 11:33 PM

please don't give me bad news. i pray.

Regretting everything now.

Sarah, don't let everyone down.

No one understands.

I could even write a book.

This sounds like a drama.

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Please be Negative

Monday, December 7, 2009 @ 4:07 AM

I cannot breathe. I think of the worse that may come true anytime and my heart's leaping out of my chest. This is insane. This thing here, and now, is killing me. I cannot sleep. I've morphed into an insomniac. I'm afraid, of the worse, because it may just mean suicidal. It's worse than any thing all of you blog readers out there are facing. And if I told you, you might flip too. You might have a heart attack and die. My mind is in a whirl.

I'm trying to convince myself to think of the percentage of what might happen to not happen after all. It's just about 3% that it would happen. Still, it is 3%. And hence, I'm afraid. I feel cold in the hottest light, with no fan or air-con on at all. That's how frightening this nightmare is, and how deep. Please God, help me.

I'm willing to give this up for anything at all.

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KIMBERLY MEIYI SOFINA SARAH

Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 8:06 AM

you know what, i really miss these people + meiyi (my best friend forever) of course. life is boring and dead when you don't have your best friend by your side.

someone please remind me to wish meiyi happy birthday on the 8th december :)

i think back and many good times i spent, i wish they would all come back.

like how meiyi and i could talk on the phone for really, really long, and endless topics and scenarios and dreams and etc.

and how sofina and kimberly would never fail to make me smile and realise the greater good.

i love these 3 of my friends, all the wild wild times and happy happy singing moments.

all the gossips, secrets and joy!

I miss 2E like mad now :O something hit me real hard :/

kscube outing soon please? :D sofeeeeeeeeeenah!!!! :D

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Fans of Sarah Dessen!

Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 10:59 PM

here's for you!

Anyway, could anybody please tell me where I can find free Sarah Dessen E-books?

Thank You!

I've been keeping my eyes open but I've got no idea how to download torrent files :O

that's so much of being a computer-retard ohmy.

The price's been so high out there for her books, like $17!

They don't even have in it popular bookstore. Only Kinokuniya and Border's got it,

but it's so overpriced.

I want her whole series,

and I want to complete the twilight series too. Been taking too, too, long.

I like the film cos' I totally adore Kristen Stewart!

Heading off to Popular later to use the 20% discount,

hope I get colorful stationeries and good books :D

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